In the end I realized
Your hate kept me paralyzed.
I wanted to heal your soul
To make you feel completely whole.
        
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        Today was a day without God
Today was a day wasted
Yesterday I spent time with
friends and family, and pursuing goals
        
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                    Our Hate, Our Love, Our Friends. The End.
                    
                    In the end I realized
Your hate kept me paralyzed.
I wanted to heal your soul
To make you feel completely whole.
You'd always tell me
'One day you'll see, 
We'll be old and free.'
How dumb I had to be...
You whisked me in romance
All to play your game of chance
You used my love for your sick game
I sunk into too much shame.
How could you treat me like that? 
Make me eat, call me fat
If I'd say no
Pushing you would go
I kept it hidden deep inside
To our friends you lied
Unhappy with our end
A little messenger you did send.                                 
                                                             
'She did this, she did that
On her back she'd lie flat
I took what she wanted to keep
Until all she wanted was to sleep.
See she was utterly depressed
I just wanted her undressed
I don't care about her now, 
I don't care about my vow.
I told her I'd be her friend
I said there would be no end.
My love for her was too true
I was stuck to her like glue  *Scoff*
She was so simple to trust me
I told her 'We'd be old and free.'
haha those lies, a knee slapper
I felt fine and dapper.
No matter what she would stay
Because of the traps I would lay.
Now she's happy and fine
That is where I draw the line! 
See I've spent too much time and energy
Taking all her independency.
Reflecting in the mirror with such self-hate, 
I still don't think I'm too late.
I tell my stories true and old
Inside I'll make her cold                             
Once again. She'll be mine
And claim she is fine, 
But I'll know the pain, 
Space in her thoughts I will gain.
Slowly I'll take her world anew, 
Tearing a part her new Boo.
Once again my hatred grew
To see her happy I knew
Something needed to be done
So that once and for all I have won.'
Our Hate, My Love, No friends
You've won
                

 
                    