</>If God and man had to meet,
And talk of things that affect man,
Of questions that need answers,
And answer each other honestly,
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I love you more each day.....
I miss you more now......
I need you more now than then!
In my life there is a gap that none can fill
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Some wield it around for the world to see
Some use it for the sheer purpose of it
Power over a people they huddle together
Power over a person is destructive
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Laid on a bed.
All hope on life gone!
My body resisting all!
I await grudgingly for my fate!
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Silence!
Deafening silence!
Broken down by the sounds of invention!
Tick tock, tick tock!
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I await my lover,
To say the word.
I await the man of my dreams,
To fill my heart with love and joy.
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My heart is heavy
My soul is crying
My spirit is crushed
Memories of a childhood so hidden and never shared
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Do I cry foul?
Do I scream why?
Should I even ask any questions?
Who will answer me?
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I pour my heart out in silence
The pen on paper
Pressing as the depth of my emotions swells
As I ponder and wonder about my emotions
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Willpower!
Wish it was easy!
If only I could resist!
The thing that floods my soul with pain....
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