</>If God and man had to meet,
And talk of things that affect man,
Of questions that need answers,
And answer each other honestly,
...
I love you more each day.....
I miss you more now......
I need you more now than then!
In my life there is a gap that none can fill
...
Some wield it around for the world to see
Some use it for the sheer purpose of it
Power over a people they huddle together
Power over a person is destructive
...
Laid on a bed.
All hope on life gone!
My body resisting all!
I await grudgingly for my fate!
...
Silence!
Deafening silence!
Broken down by the sounds of invention!
Tick tock, tick tock!
...
I await my lover,
To say the word.
I await the man of my dreams,
To fill my heart with love and joy.
...
My heart is heavy
My soul is crying
My spirit is crushed
Memories of a childhood so hidden and never shared
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Do I cry foul?
Do I scream why?
Should I even ask any questions?
Who will answer me?
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I pour my heart out in silence
The pen on paper
Pressing as the depth of my emotions swells
As I ponder and wonder about my emotions
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Willpower!
Wish it was easy!
If only I could resist!
The thing that floods my soul with pain....
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Extremes that merge!
Opposites that attract!
Darkness and light!
A continuation that creates a balance!
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Stillness!
Silence!
Stifled sobs!
Stone cold, dark and stillness!
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Chatter and activity!
Laughter and controlled pain!
Effort to please the ones I love!
Wishing I was in bed asleep!
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Tread softly on my pearl,
For it is easy to break!
Move tenderly on my pinions,
Least I get stuck and cannot move!
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It is the time of the year for reflection,
When your deeds of the year become reality.
A time to feel and embrace that which has been!
Sweetness and sadness interlinked.
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Their love unconditional and free!
Yet chains surround and create barriers that break my giving!
I stop living until I hear their voices!
For all the time spent apart my heart is dying piece by piece,
...
If I ever caused you stress,
It was not intentional!
If I ever crowded your lifestyle,
It was because I wanted to be close to you!
...
For everything that you brought into my life...
Love, laughter, hurt, tears, joy and most of all companionship!
Thanks again!
I will always carry a torch of you in my heart!
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At times we ask for something that is important to us
When it happens we get scared!
As we grow we gain knowledge
We acquire wisdom as we age
...
My window opens to reveal that which is shown
A message to pass on to avert danger to the one concerned
In the beginning I could not understand
It confused me
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If!
</>If God and man had to meet,
And talk of things that affect man,
Of questions that need answers,
And answer each other honestly,
Would you want to be there?
To ask why you are who you are?
Why you have done the things you did?
To ask where your path leads to?
For it is not the way you want to venture.
Why you were given choices that were not final?
The choices are already mapped for you!
To ask why little children suffer?
And why there is poverty in the world?
Would you ask God where He sits?
What He looks at all day?
Who He consults about your life?
Why He planned this life like this?
How He expects you to cope?
Would you ask God to change His plan for you?
To make right the wrongs in your life..
Why He chose others for happiness and contentment,
And others for suffering and pain?
When He sees people dying of hunger,
Does He shed a tear?
When people are dying slowly of incurable diseases,
Does He flinch and cry?
When a child dies,
How does He manage to look at the grieving parents?
When a mother dies,
Was it His plan to create orphans?
When there is an earthquake,
What does He do?
What would you ask God,
If you came face to face with Him?
To satisfy your soul,
What answers would you seek?
Just a thought!
For when people suffer,
Through no choice of their own!
When life is destroyed,
And people cry until tears dry!
When life's doors close in their faces,
And God is in heaven and everywhere else,
Our Lord who plans our life...
Do you say Job survived the crucible,
When you are dying?
Do you fear asking God because of blasphemy?
If God and man were to meet,
Would they make peace?
27/09/09 (8am)
At the Seahawk in Hulme she rocked! Real and energetic the strength of a true regal young vibrant focused lady! Celebrating the birthday of one who connects infinitely to her-her mom! Enjoyed your show girl!
You are an Angel my Lady keep it up