Za7ra Sulaiman

2 university degrees 4 books and hundreds of articles yet i still make mistakes when reading. you wrote me 'good morning' and i read it as 'i love you' - md,2008.

I've never felt love, all I felt was limerence

no revenge because that's how allah treated me after I sinned

i'm sorry, i know it sounds rude but i don't need an apology. i want them to suffer 100x more the way they made me suffer. the crying, the churning pain in my chest, the lost of appetite, the sleepless night, and the panic and anxiety attacks. everything multiplied by 100, that's going to be my closure

i don't actually want to die

why are you leaving me if i didn't do anything wrong why did you change why did you leave i thought you liked me

the greatest tragedy for a poet is never having her muse read her work

sometimes i hate the fact that i see beauty in everyone else but me

sadness is eternal. my muse too

I like to refer to myself as a 'free spirit' because it sounds classier than 'out of fucking control.'

ehen people asked me about my muse, I fear answering that question. Mere words do not possess in themselves the literary ability to describe his beauty. he is marvellous I tell you, a splendid being. he speaks articulately and his words are softer than a child's face. he smiles the way you'd want the moon to arrive to you right after the sun sets. His humour is as insufferable as a child and his eyes? One may drown in them. Suffocate in them. Burn themselves in them. Such are the exquisites of my muse. Meet him, and you too shall admire his beauty. My friends call me a fool for having loved a man like him, but it is a fool I am. A fool who has long forsaken hersanity to embellish the thorns that make roses pretty.

Love is like a poppy flower—it's got this addictive quality that's not too different from other addictions. Just think about the opium poppy, where a lot of addictive substances come from. Love, like those substances, can be super addictive, but it also has this unique blend of beauty and pain. When I think about love this way, it makes me see romantic love as something that's both inevitable and kind of destructive.For me, love is all about healing, longing, and that idea suggests rush of addiction. hence for me, love is addictive and beautiful but painful

i will love myself one day

80% of the work is finding yourself and 20% of the work is maintaining it. 80% of the work is educating yourself and 20% of the work is using the education to make a living. 80% of the work is doing the things you don't want to do that makes the biggest change in your life.20% is what you love to do that keeps you sane and motivated. 80% of the work is finding the right people and 20% is maintaining a relationship.

Whatever you are worrying about, just go to Allah and pour it out to Him. Who will listen better than He does? He doesn't care if you're good looking, He doesn't care if you're rich, He doesn't care if you're wearing expensive clothes, He doesn't care where you are. Despite your sins or good deeds, just say Ya Rabb and He responds Yes My Servant. What's better than Allah's response? Allah listening to you no matter how much and how well He knows it all.

We all have seen this question a lot: money or love? And I know it's kind of not related to Islam but I think Allah does kind of teach us this and this is my perspective: Everything is happiness when you work hard for it. Money IS happiness but you have to compromise somethings to make that money: either time, energy, sleep, family, and sometimes money itself, etc. Love IS happiness but you have to compromise in order to feel that happiness: either your wants, your needs, money, reputation, etc. Human nature is weird, when we get happy easily we get bored, so that's why Allah constantly tests us, in order for us to taste that sweetness, that happiness after a hard work, after thousands of compromises. In order to understand the best for us. It never ends, not until we die. It's a constant cycle of happiness, sadness, tests, sweetness, positivity, negativity. But remember, never abandon Allah for anything in this world.

Don't worry about anything, right now just do this: • Do wudu • Offer 2 Rakkah Nafl • Read Qur'an with translation • Say Ya Muqalibal Quloob thabit Qalbi 'ala deenik • Say the Du'a I've posted recently (this Du'a really helped me in my hardships) • Talk to Allah • Relax and listen to a lecture Allah is with you, don't worry about anything ever. A duaa to ask Allah to remove difficulty: La illaha illa anta, subhanaka inni kuntu mina- dhalimeen There is no god except you, exalted are you. Indeed, I have been of the wrongdoers

What's more stressing than stress stressing you over stress

I was a fool for thinking my parents were doing something wrong. They raised me the best they could and I thank them with my heart and soul. May they rest in peace, thank you Dad n especially you Mum

yearning is the true meaning of life! ! !

Just because we didn't work out doesn't mean it's your loss or my loss either. Our chapter is over, and I want you to win as badly as I want to win too. I'm not going to try to make you 'regret it' or make you 'jealous' because there's enough room for all of us to win. I'm not going to find someone better than you, but I'll find someone better for me, just as you have. We were on the same team then, and we're still on the same team now, just headed in different directions

you only fell in love with the ideas and possibilities of him. stop lying to yourself

He texted me first He replied quickly He flirted with me He called me He promised me He got me attached Then universe showed me sign I confronted him I cut him off I leave him and here I am crying for him Bruh best of 2024 🫠

'It is what it is' and then I almost threw up from anxiety

to my dearest AV, I hope this letter finds you in a moment of peace, though I know I've disrupted that peace lately. I've been reflecting on my actions, and I felt it was important to reach out and express how truly sorry I am. I never intended to hurt you. It pains me to think that my words or actions may have caused you distress. You mean the world to me, and the last thing I want is for you to feel anything less than loved and cherished. I realize now that I could have handled things better, and I am genuinely remorseful for not being the partner you deserve in those moments. You bring so much joy and light into my life. Your laughter, your kindness, and the way you see the world inspire me every day. I miss those beautiful moments we share, and I deeply regret letting my frustrations get in the way of our happiness. I want to work through this and grow together, because our love is worth fighting for. I promise to listen better, to communicate openly, and to be more mindful of your feelings. You deserve someone who lifts you up, not someone who weighs you down. I am committed to being that person for you, Arvi Please know that I love you deeply. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, even if it takes time. I am here, ready to make amends and to show you just how much you mean to me. Thank you for being patient with me. I look forward to hearing from you and, hopefully, to rebuilding the trust we've lost. With all my love, Zahra

Like a child when our eyes meet, darling, I fancy you

In case I provoke you to fury Will you play the husky voice card and show me that our love can heal?

How do I say I miss you in a way that will make your heart ache like mine does? You won't find the same person twice, not even the same person and never thought i could lose you

We were blind to unforeseen circumstances

We fell in love in December That's why I love snow

Maybe we'll meet again when we're slightly older. I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me but right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart

Toi, ma beauté, mon amour, ma fierté

maybe in another life right arv

yearning is the true meaning of life! ! !

why do i find pain to be so beautiful?

ليوم اكيد رح تخليني اشوفك

oh Alllah, I'm here again, writing to You because it's the only thing that eases my heart. Lately, I've questioned Your plans more than I should have, cried more than I thought I could, and wondered deeply about what You've decreed for me. My heart feels so heavy, and my tears seem endless, but I know You see my pain and hear my cries. I don't know what the future holds, but I trust that whatever You have planned for me is for my best. Help me have Tawakkul in You and accept Your decree, no matter how hard it feels right now. Please bring peace to my restless heart and ease to my life. I know You are the Most Merciful, the Most Loving, and I believe You will guide me through this. You sincerely, Me.

you cakap i lain dari yang lain. and you once cakap you tak pernah jumpa perempuan seikhlas i sepanjang you hidup. you cakap i sama macam mama you and that's the reason why you makin sayang i day by dy, you cakap you akan menyesal hilang perempuan macam i, you cakap walau apa pun jadi you takkan tinggalkan i. but now... where's all the promises?

İyi geceler mon amour

writing poems because killing my ex is wrong

what's a garden without a snake?

yeah continue romanticise your pain you mad woman

in humans i love you the most he once declared

from 'if i stopped loving you shoot me' to ' tbh i never wished to see you'

the way men change needs to be studied. this week I'm the love of your life and the next day, i meant nothing to you how convenient 💋

our kids will ask why daddy loves mummy so much and i would reply because I'm your first baby

Do you know one day I will kill you? I won't kill you because I have stopped loving you or because I'm jealous of you, but simply because i sometimes want to devour you.and keep a piece of yourself in me eternally

Let's continue this conversation in bed, i whispered, my legs can't wait to hear what your hands have to say

My prayers will hug you when my arms can't

And I'll forget you, but I'll never forgive The smallest man who ever lived