My names Emily and I'm 15 soon to be 16 (: I have some pretty close friends but no one knows everything. Writing, reading, running, and music has always been my escape. I run cross country and track. I dont label myself because I'm just me, I listen to what I want to listen to. I wear what i want to wear. I've stopped caring what other people think and I've come to realization that love isn't as simple as I thought. Have you ever felt pain? The kind of pain where you can feel it suging through every muscle? What about happiness? The kind where the smile your wearing cant leave your face for even a split second because to you nothing is wrong in the world? Have you ever felt that knife slowly jabbing in between your shoulder blades? Or be held in that hug which seems to last forever? What about the confusion before the razor grazes your skin? Or the frustration while you await your next kiss? The butterflies when holding that one precious hand? Or your last breath escape you as he pushes you off the edge? My poems are demonstrating some of my thoughts, my feelings, and maybe...just maybe, you can relate.
i love you was never enough
im sorry was always too much
goodbye is now our favorite word
forever now seems absurd
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you hold your breath
but not for long
for tonight is the night
you will soon be gone
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what do u do when all you feel is pain?
when your loved one walks by and u want to break a vain?
when your tired of living and playing this game?
what about when u look back at the mess and your the only one to blame?
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I just want to break you
I just want to tear you down
I just want to push you off the edge
And wait till you hit the ground
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