Ellie Watts Biography

My hand on the car door latch.
I think of opening it and jumping out.
My feet treading across a bridge.
I think of pushing myself over the railing.
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May tonight be the night that
I finally die.
I grab my razor
and cut really deep.
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I see the tears fall from your eyes once more.
I will feel the regret in my heart forever....
I know you won't believe me this time.
I know I took advantage of your trust
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as the photograph of him gets soaked by my tears
thinking back about all those years
now im all alone and sick of myslef
ever since you left ive been such a wreck.
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Blood red tears fall onto a face numbed by emotion.
How could you have done this to me?
If I stare long enough into nothingness,
I can pretend I'm in your arms.
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