Ellen Devilliers Biography

'Hold on to my hands.'

My father’s gentle hands,
Worn by work, a craftsman’s hands
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I am waiting for you. Waiting for a sign.
Lost behind the screens of well-wishers, sympathy, kindness.
Well behind the ropes of the ring, out of bounds.
When will you come? Will I know?
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You are not here.
Your smile, your laughter, gentle humour,
No longer greet our mornings,
Susan Small has packed her case and gone.
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Summer evenings on a crowded beach, with youngsters playing,
Carefree abandon, joyous adolescence, salad days of insouciance,
A young man with a guitar sang them their philosophy,
Your eyes, full of tenderness and desire,
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Dissolution, evaporation, the ending of our love
Like the rising of the morning mist, comes by slow degrees,
Imperceptible, inevitable, a slowly changing structure,
A change wrought in the heart before the mind.
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