This is unknown since I don't know myself very well and trying to find me again. See the poems to know me. and rate them. They tell you who I am. They tell you about me.
                I hate you
I hate that you left me stand stupid for so long
I hate that you thought I could or would take it.
I hate you
                
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                I do not believe the words I'm saying
I cry and cry
Know I'm doing the right thing 
I'm doing this because of you
                
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                I don't know
I don't know anything
If you ask me a question
I give you a blank stare
                
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                One day I'm going to be gone
There won't be I'm sorry
There won't be I miss you
I disappeared
                
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                I love you
I love you for you 
I love you when you're with me
I love when you're vulnerable
                
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