Misery loves company
Too miserable to see
That the misery
I came to be
Was always inside me
Marriage isn't always black and white
It is on this subject I feel I must write
Sometimes it's black and blue
Like it was that night
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I have a burning desire
To set this life on fire
To watch and learn
As I let the world burn
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incapable of seeing
the reality of my being
my mind clouded by the smoke
I can't feel my feet
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Alice has made a mess of everything
teeth clenching from the sting
she peeled back a scab
releasing the blood with a painful stab
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There are no need for suicidal thoughts
I'm already dead
Time and time again I've been misled
The idea that I'm alive is an illusion
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