I Want To
My breath stops but my heart still beats,
As i come to a realization of what just happened to me,
I love this man but he doesn't love me.
I let him into my mind and feed off my dreams
he was suppose to be chasing away the fears but instead he was just bringing them back to me.
I watch him walk away and listen as my heart screams
I've never felt a pain so deep to the soul,
a love like this should never be.
I want to walk up to him and tell him though he just broke my heart its okay but i can't, my knees give me away.
I want to go get another love but the tears make me weak.
I want to walk like cleopatra in flesh right past him but my heart just won't let me.
I want so many things but mainly for him to love me.