Why must I fall so deeply for the wrong guys? ?
I hate falling in love,
Then having my heart ripped from my chest.
I honestly thought you were different,
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How can one person have so many feelings?
How can one hate themselves so much?
How can one have so much anger?
How can one simply live with everything?
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Your hurtful words
Felt so good
To hear them
But now they
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I wish my life was better than it is.
I wish I can get over my anxiety.
I wish my mom was here to help.
I wish I can express my thoughts.
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The guy I'm falling for is with my best friend.
Torn between right and wrong.
When we're together it feels so right.
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How do you fix a broken family?
When three of the four kids are loved?
I am the second oldest of four siblings.
The oldest daughter.
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I don't do it to get attention.
I don't do it for people to feel sorry.
I don't do it to end my life.
I do it because the physical pain helps.
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We met in middle school.
I'm almost 30 now.
And we can't seem to stop meeting.
We have our good days of not meeting.
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They ask how I'm doing.
And I say I'm fine.
They ask if I'm okay.
And I say I'm fine.
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