Crystal Castro
Crystal Castro Poems
Sitting alone, again on the couch
With this pen and paper in hand.
Tons of memories, my mind keeps racing
Because lately, there are some things I dont understand.
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I trusted you to help me.
Two innocent lives are at stake.
I trusted in you to shelter them,
From any of the wrongs that I make.
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Ever since we broke up
I never thought i would say
I still love him
Every single day
...
she was such a great person
a person everyone could adore
nobody saw less of her
are never thought even more
...
I thought he really love me
I thought our love for one another would never die
for all the times he's mean to me
it really makes me cry
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A little shy and timid,
When we first met eachother.
I started looking forward to each day coming.
My stomach even started to flutter.
...
There was once this young girl,
With a heart so ready to love.
In her mind there was only,
One particular boy that she could think of.
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you say you have
a lot of hate or so you thought
so is this hate against
the three children in this world you have brought
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She is a lost soul,
With emotions flowing at a rapid pace.
Not understanding the reasons why,
The man she loves, thinks she is a disgrace.
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I sometimes wonder
Of why you chose me
what was so special
For you to give me your virginity
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When I first found out
I was scared out of my mind
I wasn't sure what to think
And there wasn't too much time
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In his life
He had made many great achievements
He shared vows with a wonderful woman
And helped raise five beautiful children.
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The feeling of becoming breathless when you wrap me in your arms
Placing your soft hands around my waist
As you lean into my ear sweetly whispering ' I love you.'
Making me feel weak yet i know I'm safe with you
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Here I am as an infant
In nine-teen eighty three
So careless and free
Once a tiny baby
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'Always crying,
Though no one knows
Because all I have running through my mind is,
DADDY DON'T GO! '
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I don't know what to write you
Cause we've forever been torn apart
you messed up our lives so bad
I really don't know how to make this poem have a good start
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when we first met
you were sixteen and I was fifteen
And at that given time
I had no idea you would mean so much to me
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your touch so gentle
your kiss so sweet
just us being together
makes my world feel complete
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Oh friend of mine
why did you have to go
I had written to you for so long
and I didn't even know
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he ignores in school
when I think everything is fine
But when everything goes wrong
I know again he will never be mine
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Crystal Castro Biography
I been writing since I was 11 yrs. old. I have gone through a pretty crappy childhood and have dealt with a lot and still face many obstacles today. I am a mother of 3 amazing children and love every minute of it...hope you enjoy my writing I base my poems off of real events and real emotions with just about every obstacle I face since I started writing)
The Best Poem Of Crystal Castro
Shaun J. Leach- My Everything, My Life, My Rock
Sitting alone, again on the couch
With this pen and paper in hand.
Tons of memories, my mind keeps racing
Because lately, there are some things I dont understand.
When we first got together,
I remember we were so deeply in love
The way you held me; kissed me
I could swear the feelingss were sent from above.
Sure we had our disagreements,
Nothing too big or extreme
Until the first time you broke my heart
It was something from you, I never imagined I would have to see
We moved on from that
We kept going steady and strong
And not but a couple of months later,
Your sister called to tell you about your mom
To see your reaction, the look on your face
I was completely speechless, never knowing the right words to say.
I did my best to stand by you
And I still watch you struggle with it day by day.
About 6 months later or more
Was the worst thing that could ever happen to me
I lost my home and all my things
You stood by me still
When I lost Angel and Travis - my family
Things weren't any better in our lives
From that moment on
You got into some trouble
You faced the consequences and lost your job
But I still remember the day
April 10,2009 - I called you on the phone
And like I've told you many times 'things well get better'
Sure enough, we had finally gotten a home
I was the only one working
I supported you and me and our new outlook on life
The thought actually crossed my mind
Of fulfilling your wish - taking your name and becoming your wife
Later on I was at fault - made a bad choice
The biggest of all mistakes
After I told you ' I will NEVER hurt you'
Everything came out
I literally watched you crumble, I watched as your heart would ache
We ended up being forced to spilt for a few months
I was alone, very lonely, so very much afraid
Thinking about the day you would return to me
How we would make things in our life change
You finally caught a break and found a job
I was so happy I wanted to cry
But not too long after you started working
Is when, to me, you heavily started to lie
I found out you wanted someone else
I never understood the reason why
My heart is the one you had to destroy
But you never realized you were also hurting, our innocent little boy
You do your own thing to stay happy
And i'm sorry if I get in the way of you having some time on your own
But if you only knew deep down lately how I feel
Maybe you would see how I feel so lonely, so unloved, so alone
You're making new friends
And for that I am happy
But honestly, I barely see you anymore
I feel as though you have forgotten me
I've been trying my hardest to make this work out
When I open up to tell you how you lately make me feel
You said some pretty harsh things to and about me
' The last 6 years with you, was a waste of time! ! ' With more hurtful things to shout
I started letting it go, because its you that I really want
I want us to start over and be happier together
Be able to go together out into the world
And show EVERYONE we CAN love each other again
But my heart has been deeply severed
You think its perfectly fine lately to keep secrets from me and have things to hide
But one thing you're forgetting
I ALWAYS find things out, I can read into the lies
I am fully aware of the fact
That we won't, as before be the same
But things have changed between us drastically
Like a flickering candle ready to lose its flame
You have currently robbed me of my pride
You have kicked my heart into the dirt
I don't think you have the slightest clue
As to how much it all made me hurt
The lies keep coming
More secrets to hide
And now absolutely NO ONE
Sees me, your girlfriend, the one you called your soul mate
Standing by your side
I can't figure out or begin to think of what I have done so wrong
That with this feeling, I sit alone, always
Remembering the words to our song
I really don't know how my life would be
If one day you truly walked out that door
Our definitely wouldn't hurt any less
For if you leave, I don't think I could go on anymore
Look back at EVERYTHING we have been through
Look at what we have over come and done
I sat here for months waiting for you
And together we brought into this world
Our FINAL child, our last born son
Its one thing to put ME down and tell me off
And put me through all this misery and pain
Im beyond shocked you could ever say such things to me
Because I thought we BOTH didn't want a failed family again
I wish I could still come to you
I wish WE could still TALK
Because no matter what, I will always love YOU
You have been my EVERYTHING,
You are now my LIFE
You are still my ROCK!
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