Student in Perth Amboy high school in New jersey. Found an escape in writing.
These thoughts that tear into the depths of my mind.
Your words your face your smile holds me in a bind.
I find myself choking on my own words as they come out.
This feeling is so real, i have never had so much doubt.
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its all on the table now
i came thru somehow
through my words you see
what you really mean to me.
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a radiance so beautiful, my bright shining light.
my guiding star to protect from the fright of night.
my hero, my savior, who has pulled me from my grave.
my love, my friend, im alive because of the gift u gave.
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i take a deep breath and i take you in
your scent warms my body, god this is a sin.
Miles above the ground i think im flying.
My air cuts out, i think im dying.
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