Cheska I. Biography

'Aren't you just letting yourself drown? '
'Aren't you just embracing what's thrown at you? '
'Aren't you just letting yourself stay sad and down? '
'Aren't you just embracing being blue? '
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I'd rather live in hallucination, delusion and insanity,
Than to live in sense, reasonableness and rationality.
Because for me, delirium is decalcomania in the wits
And reality is a kaleidoscope of abstract chaos.
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I love you, I know it's wrong but that is all I know
I need you, but I will never show
How you hit me with pleasurable waves of your beauty
How you bring me happiness with your lovely, addicting voice
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Thoughts of endless end ends her,
She wants it, she has to have it.
But the thought of agonizing agony agonizes her;
She wants it plain sailing, she wants it trouble free.
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Lean in, breathe out, look at the sky and shout
Cave in, submit, collapse and get lost
Go on, make it last, let it flow and let it pass
Stand up, stand tall, move on and be strong
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