I am 18 and I work 2 part time jobs hoping for a full time one here soon. I'm a nerdy band student who loves to be involved to the max. I've gone through a lot, but not anymore than anyone else has. I write poems, stories(none that I've kept) , and I also draw many different types of pictures. But I can only draw or write when I'm in the mood or else nothing good comes to me. Major writers block is my problem.
Smoking, drinking, biting nails,
Common habits and addictions,
The ones everyone thinks of.
But what about another,
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How can I learn to forgive,
Something that broke my heart.
How can I learn to forget,
All the pain and suffering I endured.
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Depression, loneliness, pain, rejection.
The feelings of a high school student,
A student with few friends,
And no best friends.
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Every minute that passes by,
I can see the drops of blood fall,
The running river that flows down my arm,
That spreads out across my hands,
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Morning, lunch, after-school hangouts,
Long phone calls into new morning light.
Butterflies in my stomach rise to my heart,
Which beats hard through everyday and night.
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