try and build me a crystal stair
with smooth and shiny surfaces
in need of no repairs
steps to guide me up and with a balance that I never kept before
...
        
            Oh the beauty of forgotten love, 
TO mesmerize
to capitalize
to make it a government,
...
        
            Let them wonder where my hope is kept, 
how I have chased long, open seas
and came back with nothing.
...
        
            Stories have wept inside of me, like currents, 
like small waves of swollen guilt.
I am a Child, again.
...
        
            There is a click
a moment of truth and terror
faith has brought me here
And
...
        
            U lost me one time, over the bridge
I hung clinging over a threatening cliff
and u drapped me over your back, 
clinging as well,
...
        
            Tender love has fallen
      bright and light, 
in the eyes of a conquerer.
Desperate, late at night
...
        
            He embraced me, 
      beating my heart in his hands like a drum.
Fitting me into his life.
Trying to make me safe.
...
        
            Oh, she's so pretty, 
       Look at how perfect her face is
       Like chisled sand.
Magnificent,
...
        
            I have found my genius.
But I tell you it had found 
and laid upon me.
My journey has kept this brilliance in me
...
        

 
                    