My Selfindulgence to blame
For all the shame in the family
you dont know what it's like
how i feel how i cry
how i hate the way
i hate my life..
I dont know why im sitting here still thinking of you
writing this thing about everything you do
and all those terrible things you did
I still love you it just wouldn't fit
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Do you ever think of how start
Had you really plannend to break my heart
Or did you only want sex because when i said 'no'
You just said ' next '
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