Friends
What really are friends?
People who are there for you
Whenever you need
...
I have seen everything
From top to bottom
Every little freckle
Every little scar
...
I really thought I got over it
Guess it's not that easy
My wonderful friends
...
"I deserve better"
"Find someone who wants and deserves me"
The sentences I'm sick of hearing
Inside of my own head
...
Am I only my body?
Did he have to have sex with me to realize he did not want me anymore
Or did he already knew?
Was the question
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I'm going to miss him
The sweet talk
The cuddling and kissing
The laughing
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Friends
Friends
What really are friends?
People who are there for you
Whenever you need
People you confide in
People you choose to spend time with
And to laugh with
But
Are they still your friends
If you have feelings for them?
What if they become more than friends?
Then you do everything a friend would do
Except you do it on a deeper level
With a deeper connection
After that happens
Can you still be friends when it's over?
What if
We can't
I was never his friend
I do not know how to be friends
I always had feelings for him
I just hope we would not be strangers
But here we are