Broken Soul Biography

I'm hurting inside
I know what I have to do
It is my addiction
I cant help but not to do it
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Feeling the pain make me feel good
Seeing the blood all over again
Makes me feel happy once again
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As I sit in the shower
With the scolding hot water running on my back
I see the blood go down the drain
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My heart is pounding
I cant stop thinking about him
I cant stop thinking that he probably aint ever going to come back
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I sit here in the darkness
Just thinking about all of the things that are going on
I cant always handle what I think about
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