I'm a mother of 3 one girl 2 boys, grandmother. I'm just a ordinary woman raised in the country. My mother as well as my dad has always been my encourages.They taught us we could do or be anything we set our minds too.I'm just a ordinary women that struggles like anyone else.I have always loved nature and photographing, through out many many years I've learned that putting my thoughts on paper was easier than words so I began writing.. Putting all my thoughts, life experiences with true emotion good and bad.The pictures taken we're all me. If I could hope for one thing to come from writing would be great hopes that someone else could understand that we're not alone in the world we live in. I've been abused, the abuser, addict, lost in darkness, in pain all of the above. However I am a child of God, I've turned my life around although we are not perfect we are still worthy.
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Good morning dear Lord.Such a beautiful morning thank you for this day.I need to talk with you please. I'm so scared and my heart its so heavy.My mom is so tired she hurts so bad, her heart is so broken.I ask that you put your hands on her and watch over her, that maybe she won't be in so much pain.Bring her piece, Not only is she the greatest mother, She's my best friend lord.So broken-hearted.Yet still the strongest and amazing women.She'll say to us girls, I'm okay, but she's really isn't. For us girls we see what's happening, I see it when I look into her eyes, hear it in her voice. Beautiful inside and out. Oh man does she Love you. Shares your word any chance she gets Lord.When I said could you bring her piece, and comfort, When I asked for you to bring her piece just don't take her from me please please understand just don't take my momma away. I know that you have a better place for all to see, could you just let her stay here with me, I couldn't live without her.She is my everything.
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Dear Lord, I come to you with a heavy heart on my knees I pray for you to watch over my son yes my baby boy I know he's made mistakes.He has lost his freedom for that.Can you send a Angel to watch over him at night and through the day somehow let him know that I'm always here.when they lock the cell bars up at night.Lay your hands over him lord and keep him safe.That one day he will come home I love and miss him so much.Lord can you forgive me for not being a better mother than I should of been.Maybe he'd be setting here with me instead of the pin.
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When this storm finally passes and you wonder how you made it through so each day that passes and learn what to do how to deal with it inside prison you think you made a brand that's all over with and bars close once again not even sure if the World is still the same deal for you and they're moving forward each and every day.One thing that is certain.When you come out.You will not be the same person who walked in.Although many people ride the same storm over and over again.Oh myself I'll never forget the storm that I was in but I'll try to prevent ever going back again when I put an alarm is around your neck and tell you I love you and I hope you never go back I pray to God every day that my children hate that storm that never ends.
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I met GOD today.
Be strong and smile,
for you will see me again,
Do not keep your sad face.
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