Activities of Brandy Sue Wells

Thinking a lot lately about the
decisions I made through
year's I just kept falling
apart, everyone saying your
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My twisted mind in the shadows witch hides A mind swollen full of pride.Dark thoughts consume my brain a painful trigger, fuels the pain. I'm the living dead, its my reality sarcastic smiles hides the tears I cry. Welcome to my dark mind.I'm beyond repair, I'm unlike the rest.Sarcastic laughs, I find my light somehow to make it another day. No cure for this twisted mine of mine.I'll make my bed try to sleep tonight, although the saddest part no one be leaves me, I'm unlike the rest darkness surrounds me.My mind drowning in despair in this mental health battle of hell going around and around in this mind of mine.
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We only get the chance to see the beauty of a tulip for a couple of weeks once a year.Strange kind of it's like life if you don't pay attention to the good things they'll be gone. Life teaches you many different lessons as a tulip appreciate what you have before you never have it. Because with a blank of an eye life will be gone.Hold tightly to the ones you love because the only difference will be you will see the tulip again but you won't see them.
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I don't understand how people can put a timeline on someone's death some say try to prepare hes dying, He looked good the other day tonight we're all so afraid to close your eyes worried of falling asleep the heart so so heavy that if I was dose off even for a split moment, terrified to open my eyes cause he may be gone. As if I was high on drugs in a fairytale this can't be real.
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I've always wondered as I gotten older why we set on the sideline While some are better than others Loved more. Memories they have to last a lifetime, never showing my true feelings as life countinues on. Here comes the sadness of life's time coming to a end. Im lost as its tearing apart inside wondering why what happened why not me an my sister what makes us so different. Yet we stand close enough to hear his breath does he feel me there, Or am I bound to the sideline of life.
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The Cowboys hands are strong and still as tough as leather but soft enough to touch a humming bird's wings. Always cowboy enough to not show his pain, he's been through every thing.Yet I his mother can feel all his accomplishments and his heart. And knows that he carries God with him everyday.
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Even in the storm we find peace through singing music walking through the rain, umbrella not needed as the rain slowly covers my body.Splashing in puddles yelling and shouting Lord I can't take it anymore.Darkness, voice's swarming inside I'm not sure if I can keep her in much longer.Personality mood evil come out come out Stella
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As the sun is setting
still bright across the
sky. I thank you Lord
for this day. To each
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Hello up there shining little stars, as if we could reach touch yet still so far.Keep shining so, for on out darkest journeys in life the beauty of your shine guiding the way. Helps to build fath and courage to see you again one day.I hope there's. happiness where you are.
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You say I'm strong.Here's a piece of my life's timeline, Only because you'll never see When I fall apart.This heart may be shattered but it was together. Soft edges hardened In such a short time! You call that strength? You don't see me cry at words you say.Not knowing what they mean.You call this strength - I don't rely on words from others.To keep me safe.Words don't mean anything.I have a backbone.I wipe the fog from the mirror, As steam covers my face Leaving me speechless knowing my mistakes, Breaking down as the doors locked music loud to drown the voices in my head, Nobody has to see.Driving myself crazier than words can speak. My shadows, I keep hidden from the light.These walls of steel and concrete Make me incomplete many miles on sore feet. A barrier it takes time to break.Life storyline will always chase me.I don't fear the dark it's what's in.Do you have strength to match me, No one has hpatience for me. Not to worried about the voices in my head my personality depends on what you do not what you think.Here I set in my on saluted so I might not hurt someone. Battles so loud uncontrollable swarming in my head, one says hide yourself the other won't place nice with others, Oh no Stella don't start shining right now. Theres enough crazy happening, I replied darn it voices you know what button's to push.Now go on hide somewhere be very quiet. Hell is coming and I am to
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