bikram baniya

the memories of my college life....
all d fun dat i was missing all d happiness that was needed by my heart.
all d pain that was inside me all d loneliness that was tearing me apart.
all the sadness n fear came to an unbelievable end.
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Aadhyaro yo raath, sathma chandrama ko prakhash.
tukriyeko tyo hridaye, hidiraheko tyo eklo jiudo lash.
na 6 kohi aafno, na 6 kehi aafu sanga gumaunako lagi.
khushi ko khoji ma yeta uti bhautaridai 6 tyo abhagi.
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i am single because its like being a free bird who can fly anywhere.
no worries about what other feels for me, no more fake care.
i will be patience enough and protect my heart from any attack.
i ain't gonna love anyone because whenever i did i was never loved back.
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excitement, shy joy and wondering what to wear.
take an hour or so for a little make up and fix my hair.
i will arrive early properly dressed as each second seems to take a year.
try to look cool and compose, though inside little nervous little fear.
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i had never felt in this way, this feeling is unique.
i try to stand firm but she sweeps me of my feet.
she has the power to control my heart beat.
even some tries to split us i am never gonna leave.
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we are here, our love is here, this is the present.
why to love like as if we got to pay the rent,
let there be no room for guilt and regret.
what u give is what u gonna get.
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i can't believe its happening again, m falling for someone.
out of thousands of faces, my heart c has won.
we only chat, we have never talked face to face.
be queen of my heart and i will be spade's ace.
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for all those hours that i was waiting for you.
I've missed u each second and i hope you did two.: p
you went early even dews were on top of the leaves when u left.
finish your work and return before dusk that's what you said.
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tangled in between the emotions which i try to break.
fallen time and again but i'll rise back, to myself I fake.
i promise not to repeat, but i'm on the edge of another fault to make
the only title I've' earned so far is the MAN OF MISTAKE.
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they see me smiling n laughing, all they see is happy me.
but the loneliness i feel have reached the ultimate degree.
i am caught in the whirlpool, no matter how hard i try i cant escape.
i dug a hole to run but i didn't realize i was digging my own grave.
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Thats the end between u n me but to let u go wasnt easy.
this is best for us, we are not made for each other may be.
i wont cry this time, coz its been done and dusted before.
its the ocean of my tears m gazing at sitting on the shore.
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Why d PROMISES doesn't lasts long in a RELATIONSHIP.
why does d ship of LOVE sinks so easily n gets down so deep.
i love u FOREVER that's what u said n i thought u really meant it.
now i know the word FOREVER doesn't last long, u betrayed me, yes u really did.
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We had everything going right, everything was just the way we wanted.
the road of our love had no finishing point but how did we reach dead end.
we got stuck in such a way, there was no chance of stopping n starting it again.
we both took a wrong step, did hurt each other, may b 1 wit less another wit more pain.
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I know the feeling is very strong
But cant figure out what is going wrong.
I dun feel d same now when u say u love me.
Thought love would remain d same but it has changed or have we? ? ?
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U were like an angel b4, u were d queen of my heart.
U were d best thing about me. U were so honest n true in d start.
Later i knew u were d falling star which couldn't hold its shine 4 long.
U lightened my life 4 a while den everything was dark u left me alone.
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U always said the right thing, u always did what was correct.
Yes, i did promise 2 b ur perfect man, bt i dun no how did it break.
Having u with me was lyk having d most beautiful precious thing on earth.
Bt i lost u coz of my own mistake, i guess i was cursed 4m d birth.
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For whom my heart used 2 beat.
For whom I used 2 live.
She tore my feelings like it was a sheet of paper.
But these feelings kept on going deeper and deeper.
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Do you remember the last time when we met?
The time we spent together was really great.
For hours and hours I holded your hands.
And I wanted to stop the time but how fast in ran.
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Your love for me will always remain the same.
Now u broke me in 2 1000 pieces,2 whom I should blame.
Life is not so easy; I have known it’s complicate.
Now I have forgotten 2breathe, I am completely dead,
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things used to different, things were beautiful then.
like the seasons that have a cycle, the old frn my pain is back again.

you to admit that u have changed but keep the reasons inside ur head.
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