Beautifully Unknown Biography

Take away all this pain, I can't hide behind these pills I consume every day. Pill one, two, three, and four keep knocking on my door. Should I take six or switch to ten? Maybe then I'll forget what I always seem to remember.

These thoughts consume my brain, the pain goes deeper than my innermost soul. Do I take this or that? Such a hard question, but the only way to answer that is by finding out which one will screw me up better.
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Things that make you happy
Aren't supposed to be bad
Right? Then how do I play in
Where would it all come together
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Memories
Some might bring you joy
Some might bring you to tears
Some can even make you mad all over again
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I love it when you dont call me
I love it even more when you dont come to see me
Why do I even love you anymore? ? ?
This doesnt make any sense at all
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My heart races with your every touch
Each kiss excites me more and more
I long for you, for every fiber of your being to be one with mine
It's so hard to hold this back
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