My name is Arline Richards and I am a pretty normal gurl. I love to listen to music expecially rock it is awesome but i am opened to any kind of music! Im nice, kind, and open minded i will be anyones friend no matter who they are! I love everyone and everything! So if anyone ever needs a friend im here!
why do sometimes i feel ignored,
so ignored that i can hear my own voice screaming out for someone to talk to,
sometmes i feel like my friends arent my friends,
when im ignored im ignored from the world,
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I AM FAT, UGLY, PATHETIC NOT WORTH ANYTHING,
AT LEAST THATS WHAT I GET TOLD EVERYDAY AND PEOPLE WANDER WHY IM SO QUITE,
IM SO QUITE CUZ IF I SPEAK A WORD THERE ARE JUST GOING TO BE TEARS COMING DOWN,
I FEEL UNLOVED AND HATED SO I CONTINUE TO BE QUITE ECEPT THROUGH MY WRITTING,
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judgement comes,
judgement goes,
judgement is all over the world,
but why i ask,
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i have a fear and its a fear most people don't have,
i have the fear of being wanted,
day in and day out i have lived my life by myself with no one to hold and no one to hug,
so now i have a fear of being wanted,
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