April Swan

Vanity
Beauty
Divine of thee
With those
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Too sinister to be loved
Too hated for that kindness
Too ugly to be wanted
Too remorseful to be silenced
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I wish that I had a magic wand
I wish I could stop all strain

I wish that I could get things right
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I know I am a lot to deal with
I deal with me every day
I know I am not perfect in any way
So I understand how you might feel ok?
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I don't wish
For you to stay forever
I just want you to
Stay some how
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You see my face…
You see a smile
You watch me talk …
You see happiness
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Looking in the mirror
What is to see?
This girl is no longer
She's a stranger to me
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You needn't worry
For I am here
To listen to you
For I will always be there
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Looking at her face
To see her smile
The most beautiful thing
To feel my tears fall
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I miss you like my mother's smile
I miss you like pure happiness
It's been a while
I miss you like I miss those
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Those clothes express
Perfumes will bathe
Her diamonds twinkle
That money buys
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There are times
When my life is astray
Those days when
My thoughts will complicate
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Sickly I am and sick I delay
For today is nothing but
A vey big mistake
A senseless day I tremor
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A child cringes in the corner
Fate has came and called home for a horror
A man to who wicked grew
Has come to do what
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Mother dearest Father too
You do anger me very much you do
I have tried too
Console with you indeed
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Alone in the road
there stuck and soaked
Water running through
So used
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No worries
A beautiful sound
The ocean sounds
Life is good
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I don't know what
May happen tomorrow
I may not know where I will be
In ten years
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I thought that I had me figured out
That I finally cracked the code
But now I am thrown
To know
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I have chosen to love you forever
And so I will care all the while
But I won't ever expect you
To love me back my friend
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