Anthony Spiros Mcgilvra Biography

i try not to think but its hard to feel
I'm living a lie and nothing seems real
you might prove me wrong but in the end
your just as fake your not my friend
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a distant demon fleeing leaving footprints in the sand
running from the scene with a dagger in his hand
i chase him down the spiralling stairs deeper into hell
he turns his head and smiles at me this place he knows to well
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A sea of charming faces glaring empty eyes
A lifeless illusion filed with endless lies
It’s all a blur in my mind there is no concentration
A million stars in the sky but no constellation
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tossing and turning inside of my bed
with thoughts like poison inside my head

they wont let me rest or be at peace
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pistol to my head
finger on the trigger
time to eat lead
for breakfast lunch and dinner
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