There is a lot going on in our world. I write because there is too much in my
head, I write to help and show to yall that you are not alone. I hope you are
doing alright and things will get better.
Thanks for being here- my love to all of you.
-Ap
(I used to go by different pen name, RJ, but had to switch)
Why do i spend so much of my time,
when there is so little time in my life,
trying to be a perfect person for folks who will love me no matter what i do?
...
what is lonely
its not being alone because i am not alone but i still feel lonely
am i happy like this? many acquaintances and lots of friends but none who are there for the long haul.
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I see every side of you.
The broken inside with jagged edges- the hurt that sometimes tracks down your cheeks on rough days- the kind soul that tries to put on a brave face each day.
I notice it all- the downward slope of your shoulders holding the weight of other people's problems- the tiny smiles, real ones that rarely show- how you wring your hands when you're worried
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