Andy Caldwell

God gave each free will
not every one will accept Christ
in fact the majority never will
at least not in this life we know
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to those around me
Stress kills Parkinson's
it makes everything worse
it makes all my muscles hurt
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I am here
up the mountain
where most didn't want me to be
most said stay home in bed
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it's a long road home
and we can't go back
to the way it was
when we were young
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I see the fallen soldier
struggle to stand up
overcoming obstacles
he lost an arm and leg
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we stopped dancing long ago
I worked hard to make a buck or so
trying my best to make us go
when I find you acting like a ho
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Love and hate
contentment and pain
the yin and the yang
male and female
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science means to know
but we don't know everything
we don't know what we don't know
and we know that we don't know
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I am driving though the desert
with my wife........ actually she is driving
and I am simply riding in this morning
looking at the sights along the way
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outside dogs bark insistently
probably a critter out there
inside our dogs are painfully aware
such is life on the mountain
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I am lost
drifting
in a sea of uncertainty
waves wash over me
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be detached
but not aloof
be reserved
don't be the fool
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the last act of penance
of a terminal and dieing man
was to fall down on his knees
and whisper Lord I understand
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life simply is
a collection of moments
the heres and nows
and the thens
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death comes slowly
everyday
as bits of life float away
quietly to my God I pray
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I regret what I never told you
often  enough.......
how very much I love you
and how beautiful you are
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 My cousin once said
this world was better
because of  me
and he was a better man
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I love my wife
with all my heart
she is God's gift to me
she is so beautiful 
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after she had sex with me
she wanted me to talk with her
then she said I was aloof
not friendly-  I was distant
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the man shadow boxes evil
though his sins are sown
the fields grown
his fate is sealed
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