'I'm 20. That man fed me every day.
This is my daughter. She's 6 days old.
I also carry shame.'
...
The two of us in the grass, lying back,
'Face to face with the sky.'
From this pinnacle to daylight's decline
Our hearts were as buoyant
...
She laced the language with doubletalk.
At level best she meant the opposite of what she would say.
For example, she cut me down, but from a cross,
Despite telling her I sensed death most days.
...
Mouth like a fist.
Two bubbles above the chin
Just below the mouth.
Long hair, darker than blonde.
...
Orphans
'I'm 20. That man fed me every day.
This is my daughter. She's 6 days old.
I also carry shame.'
Coulda-woulda-shoulda, sure,
But do you like baseball, Benicio?
Someone spoke the name of Trumbo
But I was as idle as something old.
After all my heavy breathing, and with my scrapes and bones,
They'll find my gun powder, my cannons,
My book on interzone.
Once a place to butcher mean,
A thing you didn't polish, an off key sound.
Puppies behind glass,
My far off sis and me in a lost and found.
Two crazies in a shoebox, Emily Dickenson and myself.
As cracked as modern conversation,
Though no longer sad or staring at the ground.
In fact if I could write the smiling
I think I probably would stop writing.
I never would have written a word.
I hope you get stepped on by an elephant then,
Wrote a little British girl.