I've grown up a lot in the last couple of years, more than I should have. For that, I am grateful and remorseful. Time has changed me deeply, and I have changed a lot, from coloring my hair to being a horrible person and changing back into a careless friend.
He is my best friend.
He is the closest thing in my 'family'.
He is nothing short of perfection.
He is beyond all others.
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Please just leave
I see no reason for me to keep hope
You can only say sorry
But sorry cannot help
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Waiting to exhale
Will that phone call come
Are you going to stay for a little while longer?
Or will He call you to a higher place?
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