I am an object to be used
I am an object to be abused
I am an object
Forever and today
...
The single smile
that they gave.
It wrapped me in a hug,
the reason for the smile was so vague.
...
My love for her is strong
It pulses through my veins like caffeine
Ripples through my flesh
I want her
...
I sit and stare
I sit and then stand
I look up
And walk away
...
I feel her hand on my body
Making me feel things I didn't know about
Couldn't dream of
Couldn't hope of
...
The eyeliner sits in my eyes
Waiting to fall in drops down my spotty cheeks
I hold it back
I spent too long to ruin it with
...