Amadai Nicolas

For the past days,
I have been searching for words,
Looking for ways
To say to you I'm going
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So many times i've told you
So many times i've reminded myself

It keeps beating in my heart
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Lost in harships of life
I've wandered for so long
In the wilderness of my heart
In the forest of my mind
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Life is a choice, they say
But choosing is hard
Hard for me, tearful for them
Why should I choose
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She taught me how
To handle girls
I listened, followed
And succeeded
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No need to share it
I can handle this
The time will come
When the pain will go
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Under a heatwave in a month of March
Sitting under the trees in a courtyard filled with people
We were all there, surrounding each other
And yet so alone in our hearts, heads between our hands most of the time
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*#L_Attente*

Sous une canicule d'un mois de mars
Assis dans une cour remplie de monde
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I was full, but who could see?
Needed to talk, but who would listen?
I had a lot to say, a lot to show, a lot to share
But to whom? with whom?
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The loveliest voice I'll never tire of hearing is her own
The kindest voice that has ever talked to me is hers
I so delight in hearing my name when she calls me
But I could never imagine her voice would hurt me that much
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What do I think
When you've gone so far
And so deepply quiet
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What if
What if present was the only tense
Or past did not exist
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