Alissa Greene Biography

april 2009

Id be anything to be everything for myself
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I cant keep giving out my all
I cant hold your hand for eternity
For in the end they’ll be nothing left to hold
So you see eternity is a far grasp
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You weren’t supposed to leave that way
So smart
So caring
So uniquely you
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my grandmother....wait i dont know y im getting proper now cuz i called her nana.....my nana had a thing for candy and perfume and lotion....and she was old school so chanel no.5 and simular smells were a given...used 2 play dress up in her closet..which was a scene to see...(like imagine a four year old in clothes of a women who is about 5'7 and wears a size 9 shoe) but the smells were killer...5 different perfumes...and all she'd do is smile and say dont you look nice.

I was constantly trying to be like her. I started off with the candy. She used to eat peppermint &butterscotch hard candies (u know, the ones all old ppl eat) So i used to eat them too.. Nevermind that i hated butterscotch...and nevermind that as a little kid i hated hard candy. If nana did it, i wanted to do it to.
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written October 17,2008

i want him because he is him....the way he is and nothin short of it is what i adore......until he makes me mad.....then i push away...pretend not 2 care...until i hear his name....those syllables that send me 2 cloud 12 cuz cloud 9 can handle this feeling
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