I grew up never really knowing my biological father. Or even my own 2 older brother and my only little sister. I ran away from my home for the first time in 2009 because I couldn't stand the pain. I started cutting in 2010 because for about 9 years then I was being called a freak, loser, death lover, and unwanted. My poems speak the truth about my life and so many others. Right now, I'm currently in a relationship with an amazing young man. I pray he doesn't break my heart like all the others did before him... thanks for taking time out of you're scheduled to read this, and to some judging me on how I grew up.
Spinning out of control,
Making me feel so weak inside.
You spread your lies all around the school about me.
Words do hurt you see?
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Are you laughing now,
Now that I'm out of this town?
Are you laughing now,
Now that I take my finally bow?
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Its time for me to go.
This you must know.
I need to leave.
Just let me please.
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As the darkness comes over me.
All I can see,
is the sound of Death's evil bells ring.
And the angel of darkness sing.
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I feel so much pain inside of me,
its hurting me like not tomorrow.
I miss the way he used to hold me,
kiss me,
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