Alexander Zabalza Poems

You made me believe in love once again
after years of thinking love did not exist
I can see in your beautiful brown eyes the real beauty of life
I wish I could kiss those lips so I could taste a white soul
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I acted like I did not see anything to protect myself.
I did not speak up because I did not want to lose what we had
I turn the other way, not to see the pain you are causing me
I close my eyes so I can have the strength to fight for you
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A rose to forget
On this beautiful day
I will give you a rose
A rose to forget
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I meet you in my darkest times
You were my light at the end
But you are pain that destroys my reality
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You Were the woman who had to show me how to LOVE
but you just taught me how to HATE and LIE
And I call you my MOTHER
But you ask me why I started to HATE this word
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Dear love
Please don't come back.
You put me in a dark hole
But thank you. you introduced me to pain
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Though our paths diverged long ago, I find myself returning to that crossroad of farewell.
The moment we parted ways, my heart began to swell.

I know I lost you, my grip wasn't firm enough to hold,
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I was bullied seen I was four years old, a kid with no childhood, a kid who nobody understood. I still remember all those words they told me. They become scars that never heal. The purge of suicides came to my head at 5 years old I attempted my first suicides nobody knows about, but just the scars were there. I heard voices in my head. Do it? A white light came to take the knife away. I woke up as if nothing had happened. Life doesn't get better if you don't get up and fight for yourself because nobody will
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You told me to let's be friends. How can we be friends when you ran so far from me? Now I see you like a red moon
who messed up in this friendship? I know I did. I have fallen for you from the beginning. Now, how about you speak your mind, my little red rose to tell me to go if you did not what to see me or talk to me so I can forget, but what does it mean when you say let's just be friend, and you stop talking to me did you fall for me like I have for you and you did know it or did you mess up and played with me, and you won to claim your prize and move on my little red rose I forgive you its time for me to move on
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