Accidental Emo Biography

All this time I've been here.
Sittin and wastin, standin and hopin
that you'd come back.
But knowin this hope will be wasted..
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I guess if I visit your heart,
I'd found myself but livin with other girls.
I'm not sad but glad,
Because I know this is your world..
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I wonder how long I can keep my mask,
This is not the real me who's pretendin.
It's not surprise that you never ask,
All because I'm workin too well on actin.
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After all this times we used to have,
the promises he made me to believe,
now it's all broke, and he leaves.
He left, left me with memories.
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I'd live as you never existed,
Hear as I'm not listenin,
See but not lookin,
Sense but not feelin.
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